I’ve attempted to start this blog two times before. The first time I simply decided that I had little to say and even less time to devote to saying it. The second time, I felt as though I did have something to say and I was going to say it. I had just ended a serious relationship. I had loved and lost and I now felt that I had tons of new insight to share with the world.
The only problem?
This new insight sounded a wee bit cynical-and I did not like that one bit. It wasn’t me. I simply was sharing from my heart, but at the ripe old age of twenty I was sounding like a bitter old hag. I wasn’t so much angry that the relationship ended, but rather that my plans for my life had suddenly been turned upside down. And anyone that knows me knows how much I like to plan things. But on this blog no one really knew me and it was it seemed impossible to shed the bitter hag voice.
So I stopped writing on the blog and deleted the old posts. And I thought that maybe sometime soon I’d come back to it. But then I started my senior year of college, and then I started grad school, and my time just kept running away without me.
So why now?
Quite frankly, there will never be a great time to do this. But I want to give it a shot and now is as good a time as any. And it’s on my Life List…but more on that later.
So will you join me as I share and ramble about the things that are important to me?
Oh, and if the bitter hag comes out again, will you please excuse her? I promise she won’t stay long.
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